At The Beginning

I figured my first blog post should be a completion of my profile...so here it goes....

A life of solitude would be no fun. That is why I have so many friends. I could never have survived the last 19 months in Pittsburgh without them. I moved to Pittsburgh in February 2007 after some relationship issues in Erie, PA Its kinda funny actually. You see, I was always the person who said believe in faith and let it take you where it may...for once I was the one who needed to heed my own advice. I decided to make the trip down to Pittsburgh to visit my cousin Mike. Seemed like an innocent plan on the surface...little did I know that the weekend trip would turn out to be a life changing trip. I spent the weekend on his couch, only to find out on Sunday that I would not be leaving. I would find myself sleeping on that couch for the next 7 months. Prior to moving to Pittsburgh I was living a life full of confusion and self-doubt. Prior to moving to Pittsburgh, I lived a life as a straight guy. A guy who I thought was making everyone in his life happy...especially his family. It is something I did to keep my family happy. Its something you may not understand if you are not gay...not to stereotype or anything, but I think its the same as saying you understand how a mother feels after she looses her child, you can sympathize, but you can't fully understand. I believed that my family could only me proud and happy with me if I was straight. I am not about to go down the road of coming out in this blog, I will save it for its own...I feel it deserves it.

However, I ask you to draw your attention to the advertisement in this blog for The Trevor Project. This week is National Suicide Prevention week. Within the GLBT community, the youth are most targeted subjects of hate. I can't imagine the GLBT youth of today and the struggle for acceptance they must face. For some it leads them to feel they are backed into a corner with suicide being the only place to turn. I implore you to click on the ad and educate yourself about the signs. No money or any compensation for that matter is received by me for you doing so. So many lives could be saved by simply taking 5 minutes to read one site. If you are in crisis now and need immediate help please call 1-800-273-TALK(8255)

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